Saturday, April 10, 2010

the crashing down is always so much faster than the crawling back up

Story of my life really, I have good days and bad. The bad of course lately outweigh the good. Just seems no matter how good the ups are all they tend to do is serve as a recurring reminder of just how empty and alone I am. I almost hate the good times cause it makes the bads that much worse.. My mind and heart are worn thin from being constantly up one second only to wish for the increasingly tempting urge to just completely withdrawal for good, once and for all. Nothing gold can last

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