Wednesday, March 19, 2008


I have noticed it all to often in life for it to be a coincidence, there seems to be two definitive groups,

The Takers
The selfish, immature ones that will never grownup and show any personal responsibility; do whatever you can to make yourself happy and avoid anything that makes yourself unhappy, even if it makes others unhappy. People that who either don't have a clue as to how their action, or even inaction effects those around them, or don't care.

The Givers
The rest of the population who give and do simply cause it's what they do, with out a thought about them self. No one really even notices the giver, till they need something anyway. Yet they are the first ones to step up and do whatever is needed to make everything right. Giving time, money, or emotions, only to be forgotten till then next time they are needed.

I tend to wonder how nice it must be to not be bothered by life's everyday problems.

Stupid useless daily routines aren't a concern cause there is always someone there to take care of it for you.

I'm sorry I am lazy enough that if I am going to do something, it's going to be done right the first time so that I don't have to go back and do it again, not to mention that I have so much fucking stuff that i have to do on a daily basis that I don't have time to repeat the same shit let alone beg you to get off your ass to do your part.

When do I get to be the one that only gets to think about me? I have said so many times that I am going to go on strike and just not do a damn thing, though the only thing tat would accomplish? More work for me cause it would all just pile up anyway.

basic point of this post..

I am tired..

Tired of trying

Tired of asking

Tired of begging

Tired of talking to myself time and time again.

Tired of being tired

I am just tired.

Worst part of it all, thanks to you I don't have time to be tired.

When do you know when you are finally done??